1. |
BENZO
02:37
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All my friends though
they on benzo
anti-depression with drugs
I’m like, hello
wake up, hello
you’ve been losing all your love
Super mellow
color yellow
but it’s happening too much
At the doctors they don’t sell those
Eating capsules during lunch
ooh ooh
everyday man your memory lose
oh
oh who the fuck is you going back to?
ooh ooh
all those memories that you finna lose
ooh ooh
i just hope that your coming back soon
at your house
healing yourself
smoking mary jane
on a plane
couch, no decorations
clothes on the drawers hanging out
tweeting ‘bout
every single thing that you think about
in your brain
when it comes with pain
you know that it’s doubt
from the mouth
of the drugs controlling you
you burning out
you're sober now
and the memories you had
can not be found
but it’s so fun when your fucked up
oh yeah
and it’s so numb
even if you fucking up, yeah
and the masturbation
it feels like you fucking sluts, yeah
too much contemplation
always just be hurting us, yeah
All my friends on drugs
all my friends gone
I don’t even know why i'm making damn songs
i be writing by myself
so selfish
all the cries out for help
and i ain’t helping
All my friends though
they on benzo
anti-depression with drugs
I’m like, hello
wake up, hello
you’ve been losing all your love
Super mellow
color yellow
but it’s happening too much
At the doctors they don’t sell those
Eating capsules during lunch
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2. |
DOLLA
02:25
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Too much drama for Elijah
gotta lay low
Been on a kill streak
calling in the pave low
Shawty tryna kill me
ain't doing what I say so
Maybe that’s what I need
baby come back home,
Need a real mean chick
always on attack mode
Look up to the sky
and I pray and I wish for it
Light streaking all across it
as I watch the colors glow
Woah, woah
Like aurora borealis
never seen you shine before,
Might have to write down your number
now that I know
Ain't smoking weed
but you giving me a high soul,
Blush on my cheeks
like I was back in high school
If I wanna keep you honey
know I gotta keep my money more
I don’t like going out
i know you a sunny hoe
But the feeling on my face
makes me think it’s fun though
I think we could have fun though
Cuz we started out as friends
now we’re much more
Riding round in a Benz in rodeo
I could drive it fast
while you take it slow
Check the time
I ain’t know where the time go
Stay moving forward
keep the past as a side note
My main girl
not side hoe
that’s what i’m saying
love outweighs maximum pain
love outweighs maximum pain
do it again
i wanna do it again
i wanna do it again
that’s what i’m saying,
when you go back where you came
when you go back where you came
love is the same
swear that my love is the same
i swear that my love is the same
Like aurora borealis
never seen you shine before,
Might have to write down your number
now that I know
Ain't smoking weed
but you giving me a high soul,
Blush on my cheeks
like I was back in high school
If I wanna keep you honey
know I gotta keep my money more
I don’t like going out
i know you a sunny hoe
But the feeling on my face
makes me think it’s fun though
I think we could have fun though
Cuz we started out as friends
now we’re much more
Riding round in a Benz in rodeo
I could drive it fast
while you ride slow
Check the time
I ain’t know where the time go
Stay moving forward
keep the past as a side note
My main girl
not side hoe
that’s what i’m saying
love outweighs maximum pain
love outweighs maximum pain
do it again
i wanna do it again
i wanna do it again
that’s what i’m saying,
when you go back where you came
when you go back where you came
love is the same
swear that my love is the same
i swear that my love is the same
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3. |
ZEISS (feat. Toro y Moi)
02:31
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Toro y Moi:
Why you gotta go and make me do that?
I woke up feelin’ like I need it sooner
Now I’m goin’ round buying ubers
Now I’m feelin’ like a loser
I know what tonight’s like
Keep my distance like just right
So on the choice, decide
How’d I end up way up here like
Elijah Kessler:
Red rum written on the mirror like a vandal
Eyeliner melting on her face it's from the candle
She been drinking way too much the case’s empty handles
never said i’m holy but i got on jesus sandals
Need a bitch to hold me but this bitch is from los angeles
know that that you know me but your crew is looking scandalous
elijah kessler, tony take a step if you can handle us
Told her she could blow me cuz my girlfriend couldn't handle it
Skinny thighs, asking for a blanket in the backseat
water gun, if you wanna spray then you should ask me
what is fun? fucking all these bitches hella taxing
chaka khan, you can hear the soul inside my rap-sing
new definition for the things that i do
cuz every time they ask me i can't say what i do
i just rap in the stu, i just sing in the stu
man, i do every fuckin’ damn thing in the stu!
Toro y Moi:
I’m still tryna find that juice, man
Feels pretty nice, man
From the inside out, man
Queue the next car
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4. |
RED WINE
02:18
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White shoes, red wine
Two bitches at the same time
Stupid bitches wanna face time
Get your money up, then you can face mine
I’m Elijah Phoenix, got a great mind
I can talk to you and have you intertwined
Make you fall in love till you die
Master of manipulation, I can hypnotize
Hips and your thighs and your lips and your eyes
Elijah take pride when he sees his enterprise
I can enter flights with the population, I
I need privacy, time to hide, public eye
I can’t publicize where I’m at, where I lie
She text me that she love me
she a gnat, That’s a lie
I'm so isolated like the catcher in the rye
Way down deep inside my thoughts catch me by surprise
White shoes, red wine
Two bitches at the same time
Stupid bitches wanna face time
Get your money up
then you can face mine
I’m Elijah Phoenix
got a great mind
I can talk to you
and have you intertwined
Make you fall in love
till you die
Master of manipulation
I can hypnotize
Tire marks on the road
fire starts in my home
In the California hills
I do what you can’t condone
They say California kills
at least if you got a soul
Don’t chase cheese
chase the chicken
You can crack a wishbone
Imma shoot, Rambo
For the dreams, and the gold
And the team, and the growth
And the teeth, and the modes
on the car, that I drove
Or i'll drive, in the future
I won’t try, for a suitor
If I cry, imma sue me
Fuck the sky, kama sutra
If you sly, karma do you
Play with time, like a looper
It's a crime, that I knew you
Didn’t mind, I was stupid
It was fine,I was foolish
I’m refined and I’m ruthless
And i'll die for that mula
White shoes, red wine
Two bitches at the same time
Stupid bitches wanna face time
Get your money up, then you can face mine
I’m Elijah Phoenix, got a great mind
I can talk to you and have you intertwined
Make you fall in love till you die
Master of manipulation, I can hypnotize
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5. |
VIDEO GAME LOVER
02:23
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Just like I want it
big bumper
she got big titties too
video game lover
imma be in too much pain
if I can’t cuff her,
I’m a work all of my days
just to get her number
Woah, woah
video game lover
Press the keys
begging please
I just need to touch her
I don’t see
why you and me
can’t become a thing, uh
That’s the thing
and really that’s the thing
you already mine
and that’s my biggest achievement
You my queen baby
take out my sword and unsheathe it
Any villains in the area
I defeat them
Any suitors come and talk to me
I swear I wanna meet ya
Instagram delete ya
Video game lover
you can’t find her
she not real
I’m insane brother
on my honor I’m a beat ya
I trust her and love her
I love her
In her code
she my video game lover
Just like I want it
big bumper
she got big titties too
video game lover
imma be in too much pain
if I can’t cuff her,
I’m a work all of my days
just to get her number
Woah, woah
video game lover
Press the keys
begging please
I just need to touch her
I don’t see
why you and me
can’t become a thing, uh
That’s the thing
and really that’s the thing
Video game lover
can we fall in love w each other
video game lover
can we fall in love with each other
i been on the road so much lately
i been far away from the console station
need a therapist for my consultation
am i elijah phoenix or am i still mason
momma say i’m genius
but i think i’m basic
man, i can’t face this
all this heavy weight, it
hits and it tastes
like a punch to the face
can i change
if i change
am i gonna stay the same
save the game
but i’m coming back
still can’t save the game
now i’m stuck
in a spot
where i already played it
already spayed it
and beat it and maced it
now i gotta do it all again
i’m bracing
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6. |
SINGING AND DRINKING
02:43
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Every time I make progress
I have a mental interrogation process
I treat myself like an inanimate object
All the damage that I’ve caused
I start to obsess
Where you going?
You can’t leave the house
and hang out with your friends
Just slow down
Pick the bottle up
and drink another round
Pick the doobie up
and hit another pound
Eyes are droopier
they falling to the ground
Getting hard to breathe
it's feeling like you drowned
It’s a curse
because I broke too many vows
So imma keep
OOOOOHHH, OOOOH , OOOOH
Imma keep
OOOOOOOOH
Yeah, yeah, yeah
imma keep singing
and drinking
Oh, god
I can see where it was the top
Spirits in my ear
don’t stop
That’s why mom was so religious
oh, god
12 steps from gates of heaven
oh, god
Thinking AA
what if there is no god?
Guess i'll still pray
for an innocent cause
What did Frank say?
There’s no church when its wild
And I was just a child
Sitting in my room
it’s getting loud
Now I’m sitting in my room
it's filled with clouds
So imma keep
OOOOOHHH, OOOOH , OOOOH
Imma keep
OOOOOOOOH
Yeah, yeah, yeah
imma keep singing
and drinking
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7. |
PASTEL
02:18
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i’m tied up now
like a anchor
when they ask me what i was
i say a singer
it’s been so good
i hated single
but i’d pay for a pass
if i could mingle
close your eyes
close your eyes
Cover your ears too
cuz i’d be so fucking mad
if i could hear you
you with your girlfriends
what you sayin’?
probably telling them
all about your hatred
prolly popping off
with clothes real dangerous
she a hoe, she a skank
why we dating?
all these thoughts in my head
that i’m saying
she would drop in a grave
if i say ‘em
i got phone call
from your momma
causing drama
you must wanna cause problems
dating daughters
you ain’t even got a job man
funding father
Mase, I thought you way smarter
not a pauper
babe, i’m tryna play harder
but regardless
i’m sorry
i say i’m sorry
you say i’m hardly
aren’t we
getting farther
from something lovely?
love me
you say love me
it’s getting harder
if i were you
i’d probably say
don’t worry ‘bout me
i gotta hella scars
that some people can’t see
yeah i made it far
but at night i can’t breathe
sometimes i can’t love
sometimes i can’t leave
Sucking on your blood
like a mu’fucking leech
if we fuck
there’s a chance i might creep
gotta crush
and a secret i can’t keep
put ‘i love you’ in the text box
and i’m clicking on delete
i’m tied up now
like a anchor
when they ask me what i was
i say a singer
it’s been so good
i hated single
but i’d pay for a pass
if i could mingle
close your eyes
close your eyes
Cover your ears too
cuz i’d be so fucking mad
if i could hear you
you with your girlfriends
what you sayin’?
probably telling them
all about your hatred
i’m tied up now
like a anchor
when they ask me what i was
i say a singer
it’s been so good
i hated single
but i’d pay for a pass
if i could mingle
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8. |
PLANE TICKET
01:26
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Please just look me in the eyes
I know that you’d believe me
if you saw me here crying
I feel so ugly
looking in the mirror
in the morning and the night
Sometimes I feel so special
when I’m getting so high
So high
So high
Emotions overwhelm my life
This hollow feeling
I have over-simple things
I can’t get it right
I got it wrong
Now i'm tryna get it right
I got it wrong
I’m sorry mom
But it was taking too long
All night
All night
All night I was waiting for the light
All night I was waiting for the light
It seems like the night time’s
been my whole entire fucking life
Speaking of it
where it go
Love
I can’t find the time
And my money can’t buy
A plane ticket
for a visit
what I’m missing
is just another kiss goodbye
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9. |
LIGHTSPEED
01:42
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Going lightspeed downtown
with nobody around
windows down
and your feeling all alone
So much doubt, yeah
there’s no way out,
And your still just sitting on your phone
Can you feel dark creeping?
Can you see the dark seep in?
Change right now
I need change right now,
It's been 22 years
I’m the same
like how?
And my momma prolly think
that I’m insane right now
And the karma
prolly want me in a cage by now,
Oh, god
oh, someone
Tell me why I’m doing wrong
to my loved ones
Tell me why he thought
I must’ve been the wrong son
Tell me why the pain
is feeling like a shotgun
Boob boom blast
Woah woah ah
I don’t wanna hear it
when you tell me like that
I been fearing hearing
about the feelings that I had
Can you feel dark creeping?
Can you see the dark seep in?
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